I'm starting this blog for my own sanity. Most people master some kind of hobby or talent and use it as a form of release. I can play a couple instruments (slightly) and I love to sing but nothing relieves my stress better than ranting. I have a hard time expressing myself because I'm socially awkward and shy (working on it). I'm not sure, but I think my inability to express myself has landed me here talking to myself and questioning my sanity. So I'm thinking that if I put it on paper I'll be able to sort this mess out. I could've just starting a diary, but what's the fun in that? No, but really I hope that if anyone has been going through the same mind clutter that I tend to go through, they could find the clarity that is necessary to get by in the crazy world that everyone else seems to get through pretty fluidly. Despite the name of this post, I know who I am. I just don't like who I am. I once heard a quote that said "you don't spend your life finding yourself, you spend it creating yourself." I'm trying to create an articulate, confident and approachable young woman. I am in pursuit of balance, good health, success and of course, happiness. I want to be less judgmental, hateful, insecure and everything that keeps me from forming friendships and trusting other people. Hopefully I figure out why I do things like this. I'll be talking about things I hate about myself, things I hate about other people, things I love, and what I think makes me, me, things I want to change, things that empower me, and hopefully I get to the bottom of this. I just want to voice my opinion and I find it hard to do with people. Of course I can't change my entire personality, or lack thereof, in one day so bare with me.
-oh yeah, and my punctuation is tragic =/
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